At kailangan talagang may power-power quiz din ako. Pero bakit may healing power pa rin?!
Empathy Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. You're the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities.
You're extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of empathy, as it seems to only work for people outside you. Your friends always turn to you when they need advice or comforting, and in some way you need to give that help it makes you feel better in return to know that youve helped out your friends.
Despite your cold, impassive exterior and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside you are really a great, intelligent person, full of compassion and love, if only people would dare take a chance and try to get through your tough shell. Never let others get you down, or change you. You are very special the way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand friends, you are just as, if not more extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of them.
Who will sweep you off your feet A sweet, shy and romantic man. The kind of guy you know will never, ever hurt you, and will love you for ever. The kind of person who believes in true love, and soul mates.
Your stone Blue Topaz
Your power Healing. Emotionally, physically, or spiritually, you heal people with your words, your actions and presence. You're the one that the little children are always drawn to, because they know youll never let anything hurt them.
Your element Clairvoyance (The power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the normal five senses.)
A quote that applies to you "True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion, and integrity."
Nakakatuwang turuan si Mamwah ng audibles sa YM! Hehehe, aliw. ;)
I've been thinking of naming our thesis project BlueBerry since it's sort of aims to offer BlackBerry functionality to Series 60 phones. Plus, I like blueberries. Lalo na sa cheesecake, yum. BUT! According to Wikipedia, some of the newer models of BlackBerry, which are small and blue, are already nicknamed BlueBerrys. Aww, so much for originality! :P Hmmm. Duhat na lang kaya?
Why am I blogging so much these days? Is it a sign of some serious, underlying problem? Could it be stress? depression? procrastination? madness? hopelessness? giving up? or suf-ffer-ring? Yeah...
A' dead!
For later: I hope we have an HCI guinea pig already. I have to recite for Philo! And lead the prayer for Theo. And proctor for Doc V?! Pano na kaya yun.
My disposition about our thesis has been elevated to a certain level of "numbness". I'm not so stressed out, but it doesn't necessarily mean that we, I mean I, am having that much progress in coding our project. >:)
I missed Kim's house blessing today. :( On the other hand, I was able to spend time with my family--extended family, to be exact. And I just couldn't pass up this opportunity since I haven't been able to go home since Christmas break. Can you believe that?! Si Binibining Uwi, hindi na nakakauwi!
We had a t-shirt design contest during the party (Jan-Feb-birthday-celebrants-of-the-clan party) for Uncle Lito's 50th birthday. In fairness, na-convince ni Auntie Beth and lahat ng mga pamangkin niya to "actively participate." I'm proud of the shirt I made, and Im going to post a picture of me wearing it one of these days. ;)
In one of those lost-in-thought moments during mass today, I was amazed on how unbelievable close we are to graduation day. So close in fact, that I can already picture it in my mind! *gasp* It's going to be so happy and so, so sad...
Of course, implied dyan na naniniwala talaga akong gagraduate na ko sa March. Yes, we will. By sheer power of mind, we all will! :))
As usual, during this time of the year, the opinion page of Guidon is full of all those seniors' sentiments about--what else but graduation. Puro nagrereminisce, alam mo yun. But what's unique about it this year, is that I am actually in the same place as they are. Pero wala lang, nakakainis pa rin. Kasi lahat ng freshmen, sophomores, at juniors kelangang pagtiyagaan ang mga sentimyentong yun. Just like how it was for me during the past three years. Nakakasawa. 'La lang, opinyon lang.
I know this pain Why do you lock yourself up in these chains? No one can change your life except for you Don't ever let anyone step all over you Just open your heart and your mind Is it really fair to feel this way inside?
Some day somebody's gonna make you want to Turn around and say goodbye Until then baby are you going to let them Hold you down and make you cry Don't you know? Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day Can you hold on for one more day Things'll go your way Hold on for one more day
You could sustain Or are you comfortable with the pain? You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness You got yourself into your own mess Lettin' your worries pass you by Don't you think it's worth your time To change your mind?
I know that there is pain But you hold on for one more day and Break free the chains Yeah I know that there is pain But you hold on for one more day and you Break free, break from the chains
Some day somebody's gonna make you want to Turn around and say goodbye Until then baby are you going to let them Hold you down and make you cry Don't you know? Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day yeah If you hold on
Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day, If you hold on Can you hold on Hold on baby Won't you tell me now Hold on for one more day 'Cause It's gonna go your way
Don't you know things can change Things'll go your way If you hold on for one more day Can't you change it this time
[Beyonce] There are times I find it hard to sleep at night We are living through such troubled times And every child that reaches out For someone to hold For one moment They become my own
And how can I pretend that I don't know What's going on? When every second And every minute Another soul is gone
And I believe that in my life I will see An end to hopelessness Or giving up Or suffering
Then we all stand together this one time Then no one will get left behind And stand up for life Stand up And here me sing Stand up For love
[Kelly] I'm inspired And hope For each and everyday That's how I know that things are going to change So how can I pretend that I don't know What's going on? When every second And every minute Another soul is gone
And I believe that in my life I will see An end to hopelessness Or giving up Or suffering
If we all stand together this one time Then no one will get left behind And stand up for life Stand up For love
[Michelle] And it all starts right here And it starts right now One person stand up man! And the rest will follow From the forgotten And from the unloved
I'm gonna sing this song,
And I believe That in my life I will see An end to hopelessness Or giving up Or suffering
If we all stand together this one time Then no one will get left behind And stand up for life stand up and sing Stand up For love
/* Hoy Phi! Humanda ka talaga. Hindi na ko magpapasakop. I'll fight back, magugulat ka na lang! */
The more entries I post here, the less work I get done with our thesis. So the fact na buhay na buhay ang blog ko ngayon says a lot about my progress. Limbo!
Home alone. It's sad. Only my Mcflurry cheered me up.
For the nth time: Wala akong planong pumasok ulit sa summer. Even if it means getting to do all I haven't done yet (yes, I remember the *moment of shock* post). Either bum ako or working na by that time. I am planning to graduate!
I hope Airos gets better soon. Just be strong!
Watched our dubbed AMS RA presentation a while ago. Winner talaga and ending song!!! ;) Kumusta naman ang Minor in Dubbing namin.
I have precognition. And I don't like what I see.
It's so hopeless, isn't it? But it's so funny I don't think I really care. :)) Excuse my private joke.
Christine and Jet, visit me before I lose my mind. Save me!
Nasobrahan yata ng deadNESS yung last post ko. Yun lang ang nakokonek kong dahilan kung bakit "Ness" ang tawag sakin ng PolSci teacher ko. Ness?! Hello. Wala pang tumatawag sakin ng ganyan 'no. Wala lang. Hindi bagay e.
Aftermath. Nakakapagod. Ang sarap ng ininom ko. Si Patty ang may KASALANAN kung bakit kami natalo. Nagpachurva kasi.
Sana hindi ako binebenta! Hehe. ;)
Bakit napaka-"sing-able" ng BSB songs? O fan lang talaga kami dati? Hay, impluwensya yan ni Ate Princess. Hehe. Just like Wilson Phillips, The Corrs and the like.
Muntik na ko ma-nervous-breakdown/heart-attack/himatay dahil sa 12 page paper na yan ah. Walang tulog, walang kain. Kape lang na wa-epek din naman.
*deadness*
At talagang sinabihan ko si Miss Printer na draft setting na lang para hindi ako ma-late. Kasi naman.
P98.40 ang ginastos ko para sa secondary sources Pag na-late, F Pag kulang ang pages, F Pag may mali sa footnotes, F Pag may kulang sa format, F
*deadness*
9:50 na, nasa 11th page pa lang ako. So nanginginig na yung daliri ko sa pagtytype ng random block quotes (na 1.5 spacing rin, parang mali yata un). Kulang pa din ung 12th page. So ung medyo mahabang paragraphs, pinaghiwahiwalay ko. Saktong 12 pages na! at 10:00 na! Pero dahil sabi ni Fr. David, paabutin na namin ng 13th page para sure, nagdagdag na naman ako ng isang useless at meaningless paragraph.
*deadness*
Walkathon to paprintan, walkathon to class. Ugh, deadness talaga! Sa class naman, muntik ko na naman makalimutan i-silent ung phone ko. Buti na lang, kasi si Mamwah tumatawag ng tumatawag! Stress talaga. Buong class parang hinihingal pa rin ako. Grrr.
Look out! Here they come storming down the hallway, leaving a path of negativity and unhappiness in their wake. You've heard the phrase "misery loves company," and for this coworker, truer words were never spoken.
// varying degrees of misery na ba? :P
If it's been "one of those days," you're certain to hear about it. So when this naysayer is on the warpath, it's best to just duck and cover. Already cornered? Give your best smile and an optimistic "Hang in there." Maybe all your fuming colleague needs is some positive reinforcement. If all else fails, you can always tune them out with headphones. Rock on!
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes Five hundred twenty-five thousand Moments so dear Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure - measure a year? In daylights - in sunsets In midnights - in cups of coffee In inches - in miles In laughter - in strife
In - five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure A year in the life?
How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love
Seasons of love.
Soloist #1 Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes Five hundred twenty-five thousand Journeys to plan
Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure the life Of a woman or a man?
Soloist #2 In truths that she learned Or in times that he cried In bridges he burned Or the way that she died
All It's time now - to sing out Though the story never ends Let's celebrate Remember a year in the life of friends
How about love How about love How about love Measure in love
Soloist #1 Measure, measure your life in love All Ohhhhh!!!! Seasons of love... Seasons of love.
Got to talk with Irving over YM today. (An old friend? Old friends na nga ba ang tawag sa highschool friends? Ganun na ba ko katanda?!) Batangueño pa daw ang "twang" nya. I'll wait for my sementadong kubo ah. ;)
It cheered me up in the midst of the depressing things that I have to do in the next few weeks. Sana matuloy naman ang "visit" sakin nila Jet and Christine despite my busy schedule. Don't worry, isisingit ko kayo sa mga deadness na ito! Hehe. Thou shall save me! :)
Nagpapapilit pa naman ako kay Mamwah na umuwi ako this weekend. Pero imposible naman 'no! At talagang mukhang 3.7 ang nanay ko. Hehe. Basta, pag nabitin talaga kami sa HCI, I'll stop trying so hard. The future will be bleak then.
Masakit sa katawan ang mag-attempt na matulog sa Faura. Magabok at malamok pa! But when you're hilo and antok, it doesn't really matter.
Random thoughts yata dapat to. Pero tinatamad akong ayusin ang format.
Arggh!! Pano ba magtest ng mga lecheng .SIS at .JAR files na 'to?! Pano ko sila itetest together?! Pano paganahin ang emulator? Ang SDK? Ang IDE?! Kahit isang tanong lang masagot, okay na. And why do I need Perl?!
Bakit ba kasi ako nag-CS? Bakit ako nakalusot sa Ma21, Ma22, CS130, CS30, .NET at J2EE? Bakit ba ko nakakasurvive? Bakit andaming milagro, chamba, at pagkakataon ang dumarating sakin para paniwalain ako na kaya kong mag-CS?
Alam ko kung ano ang sagot. Isa lang.
Kasi ang second choice ko sa Ateneo ay Applied Math. AMC!!!
At yan, hindi ko talaga mate-take! Kung nagkataon, baka naging Out-of-School Youth pa ako dahil sa kursong yan. Hahaha! Si Patty lang ang may powers para tumagal sa mga kursong ang pangalan ay "History of Math" at "Differential Equations". Sayong-sayo na ang mga yan! Hahahah!
Why is this happening to me? Sinapian na ako ng Symbian.
I woke up so early today... 11:44am to be exact! Kasi naman yung isang tao dyan, basta na lang nag-aassume na galit ako sa kanya. Sayang, I should have pretended to be mad at him para hindi na ko gumagawa ng paper ngayon. Hehe. :P Ayan tuloy. Dapat 4:00pm pa ko gigising e!
Anyway, isa pang dahilan kung bakit gumising na rin ako kasi alam ko naman na maraming food na pwedeng kainin! Stuff from last midnight's dinner. Yum!
Happy New Year, everyone! Haha, time to update my Yahoo! avatar. Or at least the background.
A lot of people have been telling me that I actually look like my avatar. O di ba? :P The background shows a party alright, but the setting is still a workplace. That's because like most of you out there, I'm spending the holidays fretting about our thesis. With some progress.
At para madagdagan pa ang "progress" na yan, I should get to work now. Grrr!
