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Friday, March 17

Talking to Myself

I never ask questions when they can be answered through plain observation, or some similar effort of what I call research and investigation. Sometimes I just wait for the answers to be freely given to me, without having me actually ask the questions. Weird huh?

I hate confrontations, that's why I don't do them.

Or maybe I like confrontations, I just don't want to be the one who initiates them.

You know when sometimes people play around with you, hoping that you finally get around to asking the questions they want to answer? You can do that to me. And you'll probably fail. You can try with all you've got to put the questions in my mouth, but I won't spit them back to you. Manigas ka! *evil laugh*

I am one sick, twisted person.

Why am I so afraid of asking questions? Takot ba ko sa maaring isagot sakin? Takot ba ko na baka bumalik sakin ang tanong? Takot ba kong magmukhang masyadong interesado? Baka. Ganoon na lang ba ang takot ko, na mas mabuti pang manatiling hindi alam ang mga kasagutan?

Sheesh.
posted on 2:22:00 PM


Blogger Ealden Escañan said...

Ooooh! Interesting!

I think asking questions is a surrender... well to certain questions at least. To show that you don't know something, or in your words "masyadong interesado".

And the "fishist" (as I've learned to call it, cool ne?) thing... yeah, I think I experienced it already. I'd plant certain items that are catalysts for questions and yet in your case I seem to recall you just staring or something! :P.

Is that a challenge or what? :D  


Blogger vanyei said...

Yes, I'm weird like that. I just give a blank stare, a clueless smile, or an enthusiastic nod.

And just to make it clear, I don't do it to torment or mock the so-called fishists (nice word!). Not for you, anyway. :P

I guess there's just something really wrong with me. :))  


Blogger Ealden Escañan said...

Hurrah!

I suppose this is the same with my "oh no Ealden is clueless again and it shows!" look. :)

Weirdness, in our own special way.  


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